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. . .nikk is a girl living in a full of dreams want to achieve...

-simple, jolly yet emotionally inside...

-loves reading, dancing, acting ,singing , and drawing so much...

-people say i'm strong cause i'm numb to any pain..Actually its my special technique.. what they don't know is i have to break my heart a million times just to master it...

- being me is not so easy, my life history is not plain as others... i'm so proud and very bless that GOD let's me to take the rocky road side of life...

-he teach me to be strong and optimistic... helps me to always look forward and learn from mistakes in the past..

-i do admit i hate myself sometimes... I'm a great pretender... I always hide my tears through smiling...

- in front of friends i always laugh just to kept the sorrow inside...

-i remember they always say " nikk why you always smile? it seems you didn't experience any burdens?.." i just nod and say.." well that's me"

-if only this person knows i'm bleeding inside... he would probably say i'm an obvious theater member... that acts very well..

-But i do also admit that i cry, not only cry but CRIES a lot...

- i still believe that crying is not a weakness.. because it helps me to reduce a bit of awful pain...

- and makes me realize that i should stand up, be proud.. that if happiness should be enjoy because it not last forever... problems are same too.. i shouldn't be worry it will not last long either...'

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